Waiting is the hardest part

I didn't planned to fall in love with someone that lives from other half of the globe, but man, I did! Love indeed moves in a mysterious way. It has been six months since we became a romantic pair, virtually.

He plans to come here this year, to meet me and my family. We have become pretty serious with our relationship. I couldn't be any happier to have known someone pretty similar to me in almost anything. We have the same interests, genre of music, outlook in life and a lot more.

Debt Life

Let's admit it, we all have debt one way or the other. Since I am the only one working for my family and my siblings are all attending school. So, basically I have all the responsibilities to support them financially and emotionally.

I am only earning minimum wage every month and it's not enough to support my big family. So, we ended up loaning from friends and loan sharks. I ended up borrowing money from someone just to pay the other debt, so my debt up in a huge file. And oh boy how hard it is to have debt! If only I can turn back time, I would never ever get a loan from anyone.

I can not sleep peacefully every night thinking how to pay them off. I am trying so hard to make both ends meet. But, it's really hard. It gives me stress every single day. But well, I have to face all the consequences we have made.

I just hope and pray that God will give enough strength physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually to face everything. I admit that I actually feel scared but I have faith in God that everything will work out as He planned for me and my family.

Any advice on how to handle multiple debts will be highly appreciated.